Recharge Time

As cute as this is, I felt this way today

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Last night went rougher than I originally thought. I was still upset about the person I was worried about, and it took hours to sleep. When it did come it was nice, and I woke up on time to go to ballet class.

Ballet was wonderful, except I had trouble focusing most of the day. By myself I danced well, I even managed a double pirouette. When it came time to partner and do pre-taught steps I struggled. I could not scrape together the wherewithal to remember most of them and lifted poorly. I think it was a mixture of still wondering about the person from last night.

Afterwards I had healthy lunch... I made myself a sandwich. A small step for many, but a big leap in RJ cuisine. Eventually I was able to talk in length with the person I was worried about and just emotionally let it all out. That felt good, and I think she feels better now too.

Admittedly after that I was physically, mentally and emotionally fatigued. It was also raining all day. So I spent the day indoors. I basically played video games all day. Maybe not very healthy, but I needed to recharge today. That may sound like an excuse, and maybe it is. However I don't feel like I got nothing done. Resting is an important part of human health. I needed it, there was nothing much I could be doing on a Saturday, so I spent it inside, with my thoughts, and my peace.

Speaking of rest I have work early tomorrow, 4:30 in the am so I am going to head to bed before I regret going on for too long. Sleep, I love sleep.

Physical - 6: The body did well early on at ballet, but being sedentary all day was maybe not the best thing. Really I don't feel it warrants any great or poor score, little above average will do fine, considering it was rainy, and I was tired.

Emotional - 8: I kept my cool, and did nothing stupid emotionally. I am happy with that result, and I got to share more with a certain someone. Though I felt mostly drained, it was not a detached sort of drained, and so that is good enough for me. I took off a few points for knowing that doing not much all day is not too good for emotional health.

Mind - 3: Seriously my brain was running on fumes all day. I wrote nothing, had little drive, and barely kept it coherent in class. The fact that it was at least stable and functioned when necessary rose it above a one. Yes time for the most important part of a brain's day, sleep time.

Overall - 5.6


Man that baby gets a bed made of hands... lucky.