Reconnect

I did make an oil spill, but it is considerably smaller than this one.

Report-

Today I woke up late, I think my body superseded the needs of my alarm clock. I was late to my counseling appointment. I still got there, a half an hour late though. The gentleman I dealt with was very gracious in receiving me and not making it such an issue that I was late. He seemed very nice and even posed a question I could not answer, "why do you not love yourself enough." He seems to work quickly, and not really pull punches. I'll probably like him.

After that it was errand after errand in preparation for my three hour drive up to Farmington Maine to see Liz. My biggest project was changing my oil. Now I could have waited about an hour and spent 30 dollars roughly to get it changed at any one of my various oil changing places. However I thought I'd rather take an hour and spend 15 dollars and just do it myself. It turned to be quite a project, I even had to jerry-rig some 2x4's to make my car rise up so I could get underneath and at the filter. Eventually the deed was done and I drove all the way to Farmington.

I didn't have any pit stops and made it in one shot. I made a stop in Farmington however to get Liz a dozen roses. When I arrived I think she liked them. I however felt all sorts of nervous around her. I'll try to not get too sappy. I did some of her dishes and took out her trash. Then I took Liz to a fancy dinner in town. We had great fun an conversation. We went back to the apartment and made some grape leaves together. She did most of the hard part but I helped roll them up. I smell them right now as I write this, and it is delicious.

Guess I'll get to the scores then.

Body - 7: Well it was a lazy day of mostly driving around and what not. However my body woke me up today, not my lame alarm clock. It also did very well at all of its tasks, and even surprised me when I was doing some hardcore stretching and cardio workout that kind of happened spur of the moment.

Emotion - 10: My emotional honesty, and sincerity really opened a lot of doors with Liz. I think she is keen on getting back with me because of it. She seemed very impressed, I however still just feel vulnerable constantly around her. I am trying to work through that, but none the less, I was very emotionally healthy.

Mind - 8: Well I didn't use it too much, however the 2x4 idea with the oil change was nifty. Also I am accounting for the fact I had enough drive and focus to go all the way to Farmington and not get sleepy improved my score. I felt pretty inspired with all th nice things I thought of to do for Liz too.

Overall - 8.3


Delicious... and I helped :-)